The L Word

LETS TALK ABOUT LOVE!<3
(First, let me start off by apologizing if you are color blind and cant read my red text...but I felt the need to set the mood.)

Hey you...yeah you...have you ever been in love? 
Now, Im not talking about the kindergarten kind of love where you cant live with out this person and how you want to spend the rest of your life with this person...and all that mushy shit talk you say when you THINK you've found the one...
NO! Im talking about the feeling you get when you meet someone and you know, right then and there, that destiny has drawn you to this person for a reason. That feeling in the pit of your stomach that makes you want to spend every moment with this person. The kind of love that hurts so bad, but feel so right at the same time. The kind of love that makes you want to cry and laugh.....(wait...now I know some of you make think to yourself "What the hell is she talking about?!") Some of you may not know what that feeling is...
I know, I have NO IDEA WHAT THAT FEELING IS LIKE! But, I so want to feel that when I meet the person Ive been spending my life looking for. 


Now...lets talk about pain. I could write novels about pain. Not the kind of pain you get when you break your arm, but the kind that makes your broken heart go into your throat, so that it takes all of your energy and concentration to breathe. The kind of pain that makes you want to scream and sob at the same time. The kind of pain that makes you want to hurt everyone around you because you're suffering and they're not, because they can breathe without feeling guilty and hold a normal conversation without breaking down into fits of tears or rage. 
Ive never had someone break my heart in the same way most of you may have. But I know what its like to fall completely in love with someone who barely knows you exist, and not have them want you back. I know what its like to try and get over a person you see on a daily basis, knowing that you will never get to be as close as you so long to be with that person.
And I know what its like to hate this person, because its the only way you know how to forget them. I know from this experience that hating someone you cant help but love, just makes it hurt even more...


For now...

                  Whitesugarr

Im not calling you a liar

Okay! So I lied to you in my first post when I said that I was gonna really try and post things often. I definitely have not been trying because I realized that I have nothing to say to you people...as much as I thought I would.
I here by promise that I will try and shape up, because I cant let my readers down. (Just kidding, I really don't care what my readers think.)
So come back often and check to see if I have any enlightening words to say to you. If you come back too often and I don't have anything new up, then that means that you don't have a life...and you should probably go find one.

Much luv,
                Whitesugarr